Cindy | my words against yours.

i don't really know what wrong either right with me,
that i can't get this thing out of my head.
i know that i'm selfish, a me-lover or whatever you call it...
but i'm still crazy over the thoughts of you,
maybe because of i never really got you for myself?
last time i got this feeling, was like one year ago, when i forced myself to move on,
when he came to this girl i know, really i dropped it.
and nowadays when i look at his pictures, im just thinkin,
GOSH! how could i even be with him for one day?
cry for him for even a single tear? blaah.
this time, i won't force myself to anything til the day i got it on my way.
this time, i won't be so stupid to let it go because of a another girl.
this time imma put myself first!